One Heartbeat Lost In The Crowd

Things are getting better, I guess. Well, not really. We need some time to get over each other. That's hard, really hard. You can't just forget everything in just a blink of an eye, right? It takes time and still, I'm not sure whether this is the right decision or not. But i ain't gonna leave everything behind. Those memories, are just too precious to forget.

So it's the fasting month. After mummy forced me, I finally went to tarawih, twice. And believe it or not, I haven't been to bazaar ramadhan yet. I've been planning on going buka puasa with ze friends, but most of them can't. haih. Wait, just realized that I always update my blogsp when i'm sad. Maybe cause I don't have someone to talk to? No, not maybe cause I don't have one

Stay Strong When Everything's Wrong

This is my worst nightmare. Letting go the one you love is harder than I thought it would be. This is not what I've always wanted, but sometimes this is what you gotta do. Because there comes a point when its not that you don't care anymore, its because you just can't. I'm so confused. Choices drive me nuts! I can't even hear myself thinking! Its like, what am I doing? I feel bad.

This long-distance relationship is just not me, not us, yknow? Maybe thats why it all ends up here, on our 8th month anniversary. How sad is that huh? Sometimes I think that is it possible that two people can stay happy together forever? :/ We went days without having a meaningful conversation and I used to miss you so much when that happened. But it never seemed like you missed me. I don't know if thats even true, I just feel that way. I don't even know if I can go through this thing. It might take years to get over you. cause I. Still. Love. You.

and I'm really truly sorry.

You Are Like A Diamond, Precious And Rare.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZRA! :)

Im sorry if your feelings have been hurt by me and all. I know im annoying and im sorry, but I just love to annoy you! Hahaha oops :p Anyways, thanks for being such a wonderful friend. Sarah loves you! ♥

So they're planning on celebrating it this monday. I bet it will be fucking awesome! But sorry guys, I couldn't make it there :( *haih sad

I Wanna See Your Peacock, Cock, Cock

Went to MTV World Stage last night with azra, yana, rafeeq, harries, fify and azra's aunt. It was the bombiest event I've ever been in my entire fucking life! Got there around 4. The queue was so damn long man. Luckily we're the x-zone passes holders :D The concert started at 7, I guess. Bunkface was the first to rock the stage. Followed by Wonder Girls then Tokio Hotel. and to me, the best performance was from my baby Katy Perry! She was dressed in a ballerina outfit, with a tutu. Aw so cute. Missin' her already :'( I wonder why she didnt wear a tube dress or something that looks sexier than that :p fuck the rules la next time. haha oh well, never mind, Katy Perry still looks beautiful.

Whatever it is, we all had so much fun and were totally insanely happy last night. bye!

Please come back to Malaysia! xx