This is my worst nightmare. Letting go the one you love is harder than I thought it would be. This is not what I've always wanted, but sometimes this is what you gotta do. Because there comes a point when its not that you don't care anymore, its because you just can't. I'm so confused. Choices drive me nuts! I can't even hear myself thinking! Its like, what am I doing? I feel bad.
This long-distance relationship is just not me, not us, yknow? Maybe thats why it all ends up here, on our 8th month anniversary. How sad is that huh? Sometimes I think that is it possible that two people can stay happy together forever? :/ We went days without having a meaningful conversation and I used to miss you so much when that happened. But it never seemed like you missed me. I don't know if thats even true, I just feel that way. I don't even know if I can go through this thing. It might take years to get over you. cause I. Still. Love. You.
and I'm really truly sorry.